Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Thank you Bee

It's been a long time since i could actually smile. Moving from places to find a comfort spot, changing perception too sooth the aching mind, and finding solution to this broken heart. It was not long ago a few incidents took place that changed my life forever. Because of the changes, I began hating every single individual who walks on my path, every thought of happiness as it did not exist and even the things that were brought on to me as a punishment from god. I told myself not to allow anymore changes to happen because i hatted them.

It seems everything changed again. This time for the better, insyallah. My behavior towards my friends have changed. My attitude towards life has also changed and a few others as well. All of this is possible by Allah, my parents and this special individual.

We met in a strange position. Instead of falling for one another, we actually hated one another. In class she was the "know it all" girl. Every question the lecturer asked, she would always be the first to answer them. Giving no chance to the other students. Haha. That was cute.

Now were in love, and keeping our relationship very interesting. Insyallah.
Bee, i dont know what I'd do without you. Thank you for everything bee, You are my sunshine an will always bee. Thank you for loving me and putting up with my nonsense. I love you from the bottom of my heart and insyallah till death do us part or the end of time which ever comes first.

Love you baby. Thank you for loving me and forgiving me.
Sayang you sangat2.

I'm sorry baby

For all the mistakes I've made, for al the sadness I've caused, Never once have i intended in doing them purposely. I really am sorry for all those things i've done to hurt you. Not knowing it was bugging you and irritating you. I only did them because i thought it was just harmless fun.

I'm not perfect and i do make mistakes. I try everyday not to make the same mistakes. I am learning day by day. You have been patient with me for all my nonsense, I thank you for that.
It's my fault and insyallah i wont repeat them again. Please bee.

Love you dearly
Miss you even more.

Monday, June 28, 2010

Buying them.

I need to buy a new phone, But i just cant decide if i should buy the blackberry or the nokia E63. Regardless to say, both are good phones. I dont want to regret buying one of them and would want the other in the end.

Saving myself the headache, I guess i'm getting both then.
New problem, Mane selamat nak simpan dalam hostel kalau ade budak2 penyangak.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Perfect Win

The Germans made history again by defeating their old rival England, So much excitement from these two giant competitors. I have been supporting Germany for a long time now. When i saw today's game against England, i was very pleased with the end result. It was 4-1 for the Germans.

Klose with the first goal followed up by Podolski and twice by the other guy. haha
I really hope that Germany would survive all the rounds and end up in the finals..and of course winning too.

As for now, I have to say BYE BYE ENGLAND, insyallah we'll see you again in the next world cup.

to my baby, Beee We won big time. hahaha

Congratulations GERMANY. dankeh.

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Thumbs Up

It very irritating how things are always having the same system. It has already been 3 weeks i have been admitted in hospital which was supposedly one of the best in malaysia. A change from the government hospital to a private one is really a big jump. Everyone knows hows expensive they can get. now imagine staying here for 3 weeks. I wouldnt want to talk about their bills now.

Whats irritating is that, their system of work is the same. The government hospitals in malaysia doesnt have enough nurses. Their always running around to attend to other patients. Should it be the same in the private sector? I mean you ARE paying a substantial amount of money but your getting the same service AS THE GOVERNMENT HOSPITALS. Not to mention their attitude.

I really hope Things change.

As for now. I give a thumbs up for their impeccable service. Please Change.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

The gift of company.

For the longest time i couldn't really be bothered with my surroundings. I take everything for granted. Being this way, i was defined as being satisfactorily blind. I couldn't agree more. Over time i began to see things clearly. My eyes were finally opened, Insyallah.

A lot has happened over the period of time from where we began to where we are now. It may have been a rough journey but it was worth it every step of the way. To those distant memories we forget, its time we remembered them. To moments that defies us for who we are, remember them.

Among the things that happened, Falling in love is one of them. so many differences between one another but yet so many sparks. It started as hateful feeling of one another. All of a sudden, It all changes. Its amazing what has happened.

Baby, I thank you for everything you have done for me. Being there for me when i needed you the most. Being supportive when i am in doubt. Criticizing me to be better and to be by my side when i'm alone. The only thing i want to do is just be with you. You changed me for the better and i thank you for that. For all those amazing and wonderful things you've done for me bee, I take my hat off and applaud you. Thank you bee, thank you.